Let me give you some history.
My brother is 42. He has 2 kids already by 2 different women. The first one, a girl who is now 17, he barely took care of. Was never on time with child support, ditched her on holidays to get high and was never a father. The second one, a boy around 12 years old, he has never seen this child. The mother didn't even put him on the birth certificate. I was the only person in his life until about 5 years ago when the mother cut me off too.
Now his new girlfriend, who he's only known since January, is pregnant.
Why is it an idiot like him can produce 3 children that he has no concept of how to take care of and I get none after all the money, time and medical intervention??? I don't even know that I'm really all that jealous. I feel sorry for this poor girl and the baby on the way. I just find it a bit ironic.
I'm looking forward to the day when I feel like the universe isn't out to get me. I must have been really bad in a former life....
Update about me....
- K and I have started a serious diet. It's time to get serious about taking care of ourselves.
- We have hired a landscaping guy to put a retaining wall in the front of the house and K and I will be putting in a patio 4th of July weekend. After putting so much time and effort into the inside of the house I love that I'll have some "curb appeal" in the front now.
- I think I'm going to be able to fly to Chicago and surprise my Dad for Father's Day. Fingers crossed that all comes together.
- I'm still working all the time. Counting the days till I'll be able to quit. 1500 days to go. :)
Hope everything is well in blogland.