2013 will be a GREAT year!!

2012 was a better year.  It took a lot of work to bounce back from all the bad that had happened and all the hurt that we went through but things are better.

2013 is going to a great year.  I can feel it.  I don't work two jobs anymore.  We live a much healthier life and workout with a trainer which will continue through 2013.  We are going to put everything we have into IVF.  If it works great.  If it doesn't I have made peace with that and I will move on.  We have decided that is it now or never. 

We are going to an informational meeting at the Fertility Doctor January 10th.  With that we'll get everything started.

I'm getting my body ready for the process.  I'm down 22 pounds as of this morning.  I am going to increase my workouts with my trainer soon and I guess all I can do is get myself as healthy as possible and let mother nature and a good doctor do the rest. 

I hope everyone out there has a safe New Years Eve and a great New Year!

Step One....Surgery....Done

I had surgery last Tuesday for my endometrosis.  I've known for 3-4 years that its been back so I knew I'd had to have it taken care to move forward with IVF.

It went well, but to my surprise it was much more serious then I thought it would be.  It was much more serious then my surgeon thought it would be.  There was ALOT of it.  I guess my right ovary was also a mess.  It was basically scar tissue and covered in endometrosis.  Which means that was removed as well as my tubes.  I felt gutted like a fish.  I felt so much worse this time then I did the last time. 

But the good thing is....It's done.  I just have to heal and in the meantime we'll start getting things in place for IVF. 

My surgeon said I'm back to normal and should have no problem getting pregnant. 

2013 is going to be an exciting year.