I've hit the 10 week mark today. Time is going by so slow. Time went by so slow with my last pregnancy and I ended up losing that pregnancy so I'm so worried about this one. Way more worried then I'm showing anyone. We are going to tell family we're pregnant at 16 weeks but I still won't feel safe. I lost the boys at 21 weeks. I wish I could wait until 30 weeks. But I can't live in a bubble.
My life is changing. Changing so much. I thought I was good with change. I thought I was strong but with all of this I'm figuring out that maybe I'm not so good with change. Maybe I'm not as strong as I thought I was. I don't know how I'm going to get through all of this.
1 year ago