This past Friday, May 29th I lost the baby. Jaxon Robert Chavez was born at 3:15 stillborn. I have no idea why. And at this point it just doesn't matter anymore. We have decided to stop trying. After 7 years, almost 100k, 2 surgeries, 10 iui's, 4 IVF, 3 angels we are done.
I will never be the same. I know this is all because of me. My body has failed us over and over. I can't put Kathy or another baby through this ever again.
The Ultimate Gift was me giving Kathy the baby she so desperately wanted. And I have failed. This blog is now over. I will live the rest of my life childless. Please don't ask about fostering or adoption. That is not going to happen.
I wish everyone who has been following me all these years the best in life and many thanks for the support.
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