Friday, January 8, 2010

Another Day

Just thought I'd pop in and let you all know we're still here. We are surviving. Barely.

This sounds so redundant today but thank you for all your kind words. Redundant because it wasn't that long ago I was thanking you all for kind words to our wonderful news. Now it's for all your support to our horrible news.

Of course we're both mad a the world, but trying like hell to not let it consume us.

She goes back to the doctor Tuesday for another bloodtest to confirm she miscarried. It was scheduled for Monday, but we changed it. She works Monday's. So, why disrupt her day and leave work for something she knows the answer to already.

We go on vacation soon. 2 weeks from now we'll be relaxing in Arizona. We really need it. It is still going to be very hard since she was going to tell her Mom she was pregnant on this trip.

It's all just so sad.


  1. So unfair. I am so sorry you are experiencing this. I hope that the trip will be relaxing and a time to heal and regroup. Sending you my thoughts & support....

  2. I am so sorry about the recent loss you two. Keeping you both close to my heart. Wishing you some peace and comfort during this trying time.
    Take care-

  3. I am glad to hear from you but I still hate that this awful thing happened. I am glad that you both are relying on one another now. Words are not enough. (())

  4. I too am glad to hear from you. You both have been in my thought and prayers. The art of healing from a loss...its on your terms so take your time, breathe, and just take it one day at a time.

  5. I havent got any words either but am thinking of you.

  6. I have truly been rooting for you gals this past year. Your struggle was similar to ours, and I was wishing on every star you'd find success. If I won the lottery tomorrow, I seriously would give you whatever you needed to do IVF (that was the only thing that worked for us, we never even got a + on IUIs!).
    The super high I felt when you announced your BFP, and now the crushing low with your loss. It's amazing - as we get so attached to certain bloggers' journeys, how personally we feel the highs/lows, too. I am glad you have a trip coming up - and good for you, moving the appt to Tuesday. I hope you find the means to try again, whenever you feel ready - and I hope that it works. I suppose the silver lining is that a pregnancy happened, so it's possible. It just sucks that the rate of m/c is so high in the first tri. Seriously, if I ever win the lottery I am buying you gals a round of IVF. I mean it! I wish there was more I could do to help. I have 5 75iu vials of Menopur that expire on 2/24. I've kept it in my fridge this whole time, so it should be in good condition. If you end up trying again before late February, I would be more than happy to give it to you free. Just let me know!

  7. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. Be angry all you want, I am angry for you.

    love and hugs

  8. I'm just catching up and my heart is breaking. We are thinking about you guys.

  9. Thinking of you both and sending love.