Thursday, September 11, 2014

The unthinkable happened...

I don't know how much I'll be able to type. I don't even think many people even read this blog anymore. It has been more of place for me then anything.

Since there are people I know in real life that read this there are things about what happened that I just can't put in the blog but I need to record the update.

On August 28th we lost the babies. I went into early labor, my water broke and there was nothing they could do. I was in labor 17 hours and delivered both babies who we named Ty Robert and Noah Robert. Ty was still born but Noah was alive and lived for almost 3 hours. We held them both and tried to cherish the small amount of time we had.

It has been devastating and neither one of us are in anyway doing well.

The only other thing I will add is we do plan on trying again. We went into saying no regrets which is why we did the attain program. Multiple tries so we didn't walk away from this without knowing we did everything we could.

That's all I can say for now.


  1. I know there is nothing to say to ease your pain. I've been following your blog for a long time and was so hoping for the best for you. Keeping you both, Ty, and Noah in my thoughts.

  2. Oh my goodness. I am SO SO sorry :( Absolutely heartbroken for you.

  3. I'm so sorry. You will all be in my thoughts.

  4. I so sorry to hear this. My thoughts and prayers are with you! I've been following silently for years!

  5. When I heard from another blogger that is your FB friend I was just so gutted for you. Some of my FB and blog friends remember you and were so upset to hear the news. You aren't forgotten. If you want to chat with a supporter or share more I'm here for you gals 100%. Sending huge hugs and abiding with you in your sorrow. Xoxo

  6. I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine.